i'm your girl & your my boy

i refuse to let myself do this.

Sat, 24 Sep 2005 02:13:34 GMT

sorry, i've been too busy to care about livejournal.

nothing has happened so you're not missing out on any pictures because my camera does not work.

peace out for some time i'm sure.

"fuck it, i'm fine."

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 07:29:48 GMT

I HATE CHANGE, IT CHANGES THINGS.

you do something to me that i can't explain.

Sun, 29 May 2005 23:24:07 GMT

I know whats in store for me in the future and i know deep down this illinois thing will work out, i really want to believe it will. I have three years and then i can do and be anywhere i want to be and with whoever i want to be with. Yesterday was the first day i spent all day without John in months and i've never felt so incomplete in my life... truly. It's so hard to live here everyday when my heart is in Orlando Florida 11,000 miles away. Everyday without John is the hardest of my life, but i know we're meant to be someday and if i sound nieve it's because i am but at least i'm being honest to everything and everyone. I know how i feel and it's real. Of all the moments i've ever had in florida none of them seemed to equal up to everyday with John. I know this all happened for a reason and i'll spend the rest of my life trying to figure out that reason. I miss Melissa a lot. We always seemed to have something amazing to talk about from jacob to john to nubs and then to underwear! I hate this life right now and i hate not living anywhere near a beach because being at the beach freed everything that was ever on my mind. The constant stress, gone. The constant depression, gone.

I've honsetly never cried so much in my life over so few people.
-John.
-Joey.
-Melissa.
-Elyse.
-Kayla.
-Raymond.
-Marcos.
To all of you who have pieces of my heart please keep them close because i know we'll meet again someday whether months from now or years. Through everything and all the heartbreak i've only learned one thing and that is to truly live everyday like it's your last. I know if i could redo parts of my life i would. I would take away the whole christmas break out in Narcoosee. I would have told john sooner. I wouldn't have kept so many hurtful secrets. And i would have never let best friends become such strangers. I know i'll forever keep memories in my mind.

-playgrounds at night with ray.
-mall trips with marcos.
-lake eola and sunsets with john.
-molly time with joey.
-swing sets with elyse.
-beach and lumina love with melissa.
-constant years of fun with kayla.

This was never goodbye to any of my friends, it's a longer summer for me really. I'll be back, i promise. Until then i love you.

time flies by with the sound of your voice

Sun, 30 Jan 2005 23:40:04 GMT

Friends Only

-I need a new start.
-Comment and I'll add you.

you look so beautiful i wonder what you dream.

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 04:54:26 GMT

i don't want to discuss this past week, I've been pretty upset for some reasons. I can't focus in school anymore and all i do is sleep or talk online =( This weekend was okay i guess, Friday night i really wanted to head out to Narcoosee to hang out with Elyse but that didn't go as planned of course so we said Saturday but that didn't work out either so i got up and took a shower and asked Ray if he wanted to come over and hang out and so he did and we watched American Beauty because he'd never seen it and i wasn't going to let him leave until he did. He really liked it and then we of course took pictures because we are cam whores<3 Then ray left and miller asked me if i wanted to go out because he just wanted to leave the house so we hit up Pointe and ate johnny rockets and talked with Jacob and Stephen. I really enjoyed hanging out with John fucking Miller tonight because we talked the whole time, about a lot of things that i can't really talk to anyone else about, he helped me out =) I had fun with him, getting crunk in his truck, that was pretty eventful. We came home sat on the computer for a few minutes, dub came over and they left. That was the extent of my night.

Afternoon with Ray

ray drew that for me.

yeah.

looking up is love.

oddly random

asians and ducks! what is better?

a kiss for me.

we love flowers.
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And i leave you with us

John Miller's a pimp.

and i wish i could be like him !!

and i don't know if i can forget you now.

Wed, 05 Jan 2005 03:23:37 GMT

This break was way too intense to handle, even for me. It goes down as Jacob and me hanging out probably too much... wait It's Jacob! i can't hang out with him too much, nevermind. Elyse and I becoming best friends // lovers. Too many hookups and breakups. Way too many bonfires. A little too much of Dominic. A lot of annoying drunk people. Me being intoxicated too much. And not being home enough which is great. New Years is completely stupid most the time i think about it but this one wasn't... at all. I watched the sunrise two days in a row and I find it to be completely amazing that i watched the first sunrise of 2005 The only thing that is going to be on my mind for the next week easily is ... Golfcourses, Sunrises and late nights with The Early Novemeber That's how that goes down.

Rodney and Dominic playing

... Stands Forever

Dom screaming and everyone laughing.

Random Party adventures

I don't want to talk about it.

gangster as fuck.

Jacobs knee which i'd say is pretty tasty.

elyse is god.

yeah that's what happens when your drunk.

gangster kid turned redneck.
And

Me hungover as fuck.

pull me out from inside

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 02:45:03 GMT

The grades are going up, slowly but they are... thank god! im so fucking sick of being grounded. I got to go out this weekend FINALLY! Friday i went home with dave and andrew and hung out with them for a little while outside because the weather is like whoa awesome. Then becky picked us up and we went to the park and hung out then Becky and Rudy went to get something and Dave Andrew and I stayed at the park and all andrew could talk about was being cold so we made a bonfire! Then we went to Pleasure Island and walked around for a while. Then headed out, i was maaaad tired on the way home for some reason so i slept on andrew<3 that was nice. The night ended. Saturday i woke up way too early to take my dog to the vet then to get my hurrr did =) I didn't do much on Saturday though. Today, Dave called me and woke me up around 1ish and then a few hours later went and picked him up and he helped me with my homework =) downloaded way too much music, took a lot of pictures of eachother and then together, called me a liar, and walked home and is now pretty mad at me.

So the lessons learned this weekend

1. Take your camera everywhere, theres always a good camera oppurtunity
2. Don't take things that don't belong to you
3. Don't fight with Dave because it's pointless
4. Stop wearing skirts when its 45 degress outside
5. Stop thinking theres no point in life when there is.

so adorable.

watching our lives pass us by

way too serious for you.

new hurrr

fuck vanna white, im way better.

looking in the past.

monkey hands<3

our matching braclets

his innocent look

my innocent look

pen in the ear.

he loves it

RAWR!

that amuses him like whoa.

best friends always.

married couples... PSSSHHHH

new underoath tee from the concert<3

love is candy to the heart

Fri, 19 Nov 2004 16:27:05 GMT

Underoath rocked house of blues like no other!!!

You're breaking my fall

Wed, 03 Nov 2004 01:46:31 GMT

As of today, i realized i suck at this updating thing! I never take any pictures because i never take my camera anywhere damnit, so they are just stupid pictures really. I've been doing a shit load of hanging out with Dave, Rudy, Andrew, Kayla, Kelsey and Tatiana like fucking everyday after school which isn't good! i get nothing accomplished school wise. But i love having my times with Dave and my talks with Rudy. He bought me a publix sub tonight<3 Rudy is my favorite I've been pretty laid back lately which is cool, but kind of out of it like not really paying attention to much around me except the things i really focus on coughfriendscough. I got a B on my algebra test which is good and it will keep my grade up!! compared to the past F i got =/ that class kicked my ass. I've realized that lunch is my favorite period, is that healthy? lol, its just cool cuz all my hotties are there. Especially my hot lovin Fonzie baby. This weekend was exciting but not tell worthy =X

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Cross Country Practice

retards.

Jack Dawson voice "so serious"

Geo looks like a teddy bear<3
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Random School pictures

cough PIMP cough

i hate computer class but i love it with Brandon<3

oh yeah, Daves first grade tee
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LUNCH WITH FONZIE

coolest kids EVER!
my emo, i hate the world, get the fuck away from me hoodie =)

our favorite.

he won the award for most gangsta

oh and, the coolest hair ever

my 1 shoe thats written on and his gangsta never worn vans

EMO FUCKS

Carters a hottie.

scottie has no clue.

Georganne the trashcan!

ray my asian the used lover good friend!

sexy able <1 <2 <3

I'm melting in your eyes

Thu, 07 Oct 2004 00:21:59 GMT

Oh lordy, i don't even know where to begin! It's been like half a month since i even looked at this thing! I really have been busy though, Cross Country is getting to me big time. I've been hanging out with Kat a lot which is really cool! She took me to see Napoleon Dynamite finally with her brother and friend Will! I had a great time with her, i always do though. We had a cross country team outing to dinner at Olive Garden which was fun! I've done so much but i can't even begin to remember what! Kat came over one night and we had a girls night and watched Mean Girls! it was such a cute movie. Kat has been really sick though, shes getting over it but it sucks because she could barely even talk! But after kat was over the next day nick came over and we hung out, talked a lot about a lot of things which was good we just had fun. Jacob got his hair cut for $100 it looks odd, not bad just odd! gosh, i've been really busy lately which is fun but so tiring! I have a meet in Gainsville this weekend and i have to wake up at 4 AM which will suck so bad! but i do what i have to do, i feel like im the worst runner ever which i probably am but it really sucks, i try but i don't know... Cross Country season is almost over then im considering wrestling? im not entirely sure yet though, pictures, pictures, PICTURES.

EDIT:
new layout ya like? muchos gracias erin<3

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Olive Garden with the team

Jacob looking a little odd

me unexpected

i love able

wierd kids

me and kat!

andrew !!

wierdos

I NEED GEO!

travis!

Mary and Kathy

Justin hiding =/

Jacob being mean to Kat

a little close up on?

hawwwwwwwt

and yes, those are all Jens
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Random moments

Kathy, Bobby, Liz and me at Kats

Kat and Kathy

Bobby's alligator that i named Pete!

Jacob's saturday morning hair

really wierd picture of me?

chinese kids do this

Brianna randomly doing my hair in 6th pd

It doesn't mean i don't desire to point the finger

Fri, 17 Sep 2004 23:43:14 GMT

Well im back =( on the unfortunate side i guess, school this week sucked... went by slow and it was horribly tiring and practice was a drag in every way shape or form. In Illinois i had a blast of course. Friday went there, went to the hospital to visit Jackies mom =( they say she has "bacteria from an unknown country" hahah i found that funny, Jackies mom has never been out of the united states! But anyways went out friday night to lip sync and saw everyone, hung out with my "boyfriend" kirby most of the time :wink wink: I saw erin my love . . . finally! shes great. Anyways hung out with everyone then went to Hard ons i mean Hardee's and ate!! then got a ride to aarons [[jackies boyfriend]] house in Forest City with Jack and Josh. Then hung out with them until aaron got home from stone and watched Soul Plane and fell asleep and woke up then Aaron took us home and we hung out their saturday, saw Jackies dad which was exciting of course... i love jackies dad! basically hung out saturday night. Then got up Sunday and Kirby called me to hang out and we did around 3 after showers and getting ready and got a ride from Tonyas boyfriend to the carnival with Kirby and had a lot of fun hanging out with him of course!! Then Jarrett Jollif ... old friend walked by and from the back looked exactly like Nick so i said to Jackie who is that she said "Jarrett" and called his name. He got so cute!! hes a little skater kid now! I got a new watch with 3 different bands to it, all polka dots which is so cute, kirby picked out the watch for me. Then ended up meeting up with Zach, Zac, Jared, and Nick and ended up laughing so hard i was so close to pissing my pants. They were all acting like fags which was the funniest thing i've ever seen in my life. Then went to the movies later on after Jack and Josh picked us up and took us to wal-mart to "pick up chicks" and went to see Resident Evil with the guys, hung out with Zach ended up finding out Kirby likes me and felt horrible because i was with Zach the whole night -- flirting =/ I left Monday morning, went out to eat and then went to go look at this house so my mother could torture me i guess... its beautiful! 10 rooms in total. Then can't make up her mind about moving back or not!! Tuesday i woke up went out to eat at a chinese place which was the best chinese food EVER! then got on the plane and it took off and i was listening to underoath and then before i knew it i felt tears coming down my face, i couldn't figure out why... i am illinois. I went back to school wednesday more emo than ever because i hate coming "home" fuck this.

Random Pictures at the pappys

RIP micheal<3

kiss my ass

bloomington airport, its a sign.
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Very random lunch pictures from various days

andrew after he makes the "face"

andrews a hardass

i look mentally retarded

never caring

kayla thinking for once

the 3 coolest fucking kids youll ever know
the 3 J's ... Jordan, Johnson, Joey

a random yet scary picture

my everyday muffin after being mutilated

You were always my enemy.

Mon, 06 Sep 2004 19:37:23 GMT

Ok, im sorry to all of you who thought i was dead, but im not! I know its been 878976131213184645 years since i updated but i haven't been home. Im in Missouri right now at my grandpas because my mom is gay and is "afraid" of hurricanes so we had to get away from Frances. I don't have any pictures so i know this entry will be boring x8789451. I think we have school Tuesday =/ haha if thats so i won't be there until next tuesday! This weekend im going to Illinois to stay with Jackie and see everyone!!!! I really don't want to go back to florida, i truly don't. There is something about it here, the feeling i get . . . its just so homey? if that sounds even normal. Its 68 degrees here, i just went running up and down the hills among the dead people [my grandpa lives by the cemetery] It just feels so fucking good to be home. I don't want to say goodbye next tuesday, its all my life has been, coming back seeing everyone having the best time and then having to leave and i truly truly hate every moment of it. Next time i update i'll have pictures of everyone and everything.

This place is a bloodbath and we won't be taken alive.

Wed, 18 Aug 2004 17:35:58 GMT

Hurricane Charley didn't do shit to me which amuses me. It fucked up kaylas yard and daves pool but good ole charley didn't even touch me. Due to Hurricane Charley school is closed until next tuesday which is like a semi vacation which is somewhat exciting at the same time boring. I saw Princess Diaries 2 with Danny, Michelle and Kayla which was cute. Then the next night I saw Alien vs. Predator with dave, kelsey and kayla and it was decent, one of those movies that didn't make too much sense. We hung out, ate at Johnny Rockets like always for free, cuz im jordan and i got the hookup. Went to daves with kelsey, hung out wanted to go swimming but damn you charley!

i look fat!

my random pictures

we were so dizzy after

aww davy

this is a long story and i don't want to talk about it

this either.

daves anti camera looking

emo kid x987984351432198764

gotta love daves camera skills

she loves it when i dance on her.

hi, my names jordan and i hang out in daves closet 24:7

kelsey said i have a dimented tongue =(

this is our life, its what we do!

Your just a small town girl living in a lonely world.

Mon, 09 Aug 2004 00:24:39 GMT

Hanging out like whoa... being cooler than ever of course, that's me though. Hanging out always. Rained and we went to Old Town only because that's our luck, saw all the cars disgusted kayla with my automobile knowledge! Me and dave drooled over the chargers and mustangs. Kyle, Fonz, Dave, Kelsey, Kayla and Joey came over and we all hung out in honor of kyles returning for the day and then Kayla and I hung out with nick which was better than ever. I can't realize that tomorrows my first fucking day back... seriously intense its a fun thought in the long run but whatever. Took some quite funny pictures if i recall.

us is thugs.

thugs from da back

such an emo couple!

minor kissing accident =0

i was thinking of marley and how much he completes me!

first one was an accident but i couldn't resist the temptation.

tell me how intense that looks oh and its a balloon
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Mi Casa

i love my gangsta fonz

da fonz= hawt

kyles pants were tighter than mine, scary huh?

never any attention to my kayla</3>
wow, that doesn't look like me all too much?

always in my room always getting freakay on my bed.

sleeping, fucking, wanting to be fucked? i don't really know all
i do know is my head looks pretty bad seeming its right at daves penis!

chelsea baby made me a sign!!

its getting dark...to dark to see

Tue, 03 Aug 2004 21:45:07 GMT

Countdown 6 days, this sucks. We saw The Village, i hated it. Other people said it was good but i truly hated it, it was just wierd and had a bad ending. I went to the bathroom in a boys bathroom which was the highlight of my night! It was cooler there then when i tell you about it. Today Dave and Andrew went in my room and woke me up around 9 and we drove back to his house and ate, played monopoly and watched Monster, slept, giant orgy, and went home. I had fun today just kinda sitting around with them. Im lacking in my camera love because it eats and im getting sick of it so yea whatever, old and new pictures.

trendy kids<3

some serious looking ganj

no sleep + no food = this.

a good minute later

and this = fag.

emo, happy

i don't even wanna talk about it.

random=love.

losers make these

its a constant state of fucking up her hair.

Just ask the question

Sat, 24 Jul 2004 04:44:47 GMT

An eventful week i guess? Jacob got a job at Twistee Treat which means free ice cream which is kinda exciting, he needs something to pre-occupy himself though so its good for him. Not too much has been going on, my summers just been hanging out with the same crowd just chilling but actually i've really enjoyed it? Tonight i went to city walk with everyone and we kinda hung out, we were going to see a movie but didn't truly feel like it. Hung out at kaylas last night, dominated with the whip cream fight! I fucking won like nothing was in front of me. Tried on all kelseys skanky clothes, looked like a prostitute and modeled for kayla it was pretty intense.

Kaylas casa

she loves me

the kayla look!

that skank got me creamed up!

slightly explicit!!
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That night at Citywalk with just kayla

Shoes! Shoes! we love our shoes

random picture of my skirt that
was accidentally taken.

and another one.

shes loves it

she loves that more

i hate random pictures sometimes

ohhhh no

the fine definition of idiots

i scored!

gross huh!

at least shes stoned while dying!

The next night with everyone at City Walk i didn't take pictures, sorry

when i see you // i see you upside down.

Mon, 12 Jul 2004 23:52:01 GMT

I loved how this turned out
AND
I love my friends

do you feel hollow?

Sat, 10 Jul 2004 00:35:06 GMT

Sorry for the lack of updating.
This summer as we know it has become entirely routine, i wake up around 12:00 - 2:00 and then i call kayla and then i call dave to see whats going down for the day. So far its been cool i suppose. I hang out with Dave too much but hes my bestest friend so i suppose thats aloud correct? Im really fucking sick and tired of everyone saying i like dave because i hang out with him. Im fucking sorry i thought i could have friends? i guess i can't. It doesn't bother me as much as it should though. Yesterday Andrew, Dave, Johnson, Kayla, Kelsey and I went to the movies and just hung out and talked, then kayla left but i decided to stay with drew and dave which i could tell she was upset about. I hung out with them then we went to my casa and hung out for a good 30 minutes then they said they were leaving but really we talked some more, i could talk to them all night and never get over the fact that they are 2 of the most interesting people i know! But then they finally left and i talked on the phone from 2 a.m. till 6:45 a.m. then hung around the house till 12 went to sleep at 12:15 then got up at 1 so my sleeping lately is down to minimum! But i got up to go to daves cuz drew and him wanted to go swimming so i went over there we went swimming for a while drew left then dave and i hung out in the pool and talked and listened to our sex music lovage and marley. Oh how we love our sex music<3 Then i left around 6 or so and came home and slept for oh say 10 minutes before awakened by my damn dog! Due to the lack of camera loving right now i dont have any pictures but i will soon enough im too lazy to take my cam anywhere. My cam-whoreness is wearing down i need a new camera though</3>I love you

Edit
I redid my whole room i got a new bed and first night colin broke one side, next morning my mom broke the other side!

i love my nights out with the boys

Sat, 26 Jun 2004 04:53:59 GMT

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This week in school has sucked way to much to bring you all down. Its boring and i always have a headache cuz i wake up to early then im miserable the whole day which sucks to. I love lunch though we always have so much fun at lunch we do "the routine" with andrew. That night being the trendy kids that we are we went to City walk just to walk around and maybe see a movie so we are there its hot as hell then all of a sudden it starts raining and i love to be in the rain. Andrew Rudy David Kayla and I were the only people not under shelter getting soaking wet. We ran in the rain we jumped in the rain we danced in the rain we got wet in the rain we stripped in the rain and i had the best time in the rain with Andrew Rudy David and Kayla... you can only imagine but you wont have to ill leave you with thess

<lj-cut text="I love the nights out with my boys">
school
<img src=
http://img78.photobucket.com/albums/v238/Imgangstarxcore/kinda_creepy.jpg />
i do not like tongues they gross me out
<img src=http://img78.photobucket.com/albums/v238/Imgangstarxcore/looking_around.jpg />
looking up looking around not paying attention as always
<img src=http://img78.photobucket.com/albums/v238/Imgangstarxcore/amys_piercing.jpg />
amy randomly pierced her eyebrow then later on she pierced her lip as well.
<img src=http://img78.photobucket.com/albums/v238/Imgangstarxcore/andrews_gangsta_shirt.jpg />
andrews gangster shirt.
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Our Night Life

<img src=http://img78.photobucket.com/albums/v238/Imgangstarxcore/e14025bc.jpg />
My david is so gangster
<img src=http://img78.photobucket.com/albums/v238/Imgangstarxcore/daves_camera_skills. />
daves picture skills
<img src=http://img78.photobucket.com/albums/v238/Imgangstarxcore/oh_what_a_stud.jpg />
goddddddd hes a stud
<img src=http://img78.photobucket.com/albums/v238/Imgangstarxcore/he_loves_it.jpg />
hes sooo cute
<img src=http://img78.photobucket.com/albums/v238/Imgangstarxcore/odd_kids.jpg />
such wierd children
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Those were before we got to City walk and had nothing to do
in the car. So we took pictures
But after we got there it rained exciting but sad :(
Our sexyyyyy wet pictures
<img src=http://img78.photobucket.com/albums/v238/Imgangstarxcore/black_and_white_representing.jpg />
we jacked the i love jordan and rudys representing his love for me
<img src=http://img78.photobucket.com/albums/v238/Imgangstarxcore/oh_how_i_love_my_andrew_and_rudy.jpg />
they are proud of there manly attitudes!
<img src=http://img78.photobucket.com/albums/v238/Imgangstarxcore/tobacco_in_the_ear.jpg />
his gangster ear stretching that we had to put a cigarette in
<img src=
http://img78.photobucket.com/albums/v238/Imgangstarxcore/they_are_such_a_boy_band.jpg />
they danced for us<333
<img src=http://img78.photobucket.com/albums/v238/Imgangstarxcore/my_kids.jpg />
hotttt sexxxx
<img src=http://img78.photobucket.com/albums/v238/Imgangstarxcore/my_3_wet_boys.jpg .<
teaching andrew
<img src=http://img78.photobucket.com/albums/v238/Imgangstarxcore/like_i_said_he_owns_her.jpg />
andrew owns kayla
<img src=http://img78.photobucket.com/albums/v238/Imgangstarxcore/i_loved_our_human_sandwhich.jpg />
our hot sexy wet orgy was the besttttt
<img src=http://img78.photobucket.com/albums/v238/Imgangstarxcore/he_owns_her_like_nothing.jpg />
my favorite kids
<img src=http://img78.photobucket.com/albums/v238/Imgangstarxcore/awww_us_4_are_too_cute.jpg />
4 major pimps
<img src=http://img78.photobucket.com/albums/v238/Imgangstarxcore/rudys_hickey_from_kayla.jpg />
i leave you with this one.
Kayla just decided one time of the night
she was going to give rudy a hickey
well kaylas a girl of her word
so she did so
and it ended up purple and reallly sexxy

tears from my eyes just fall to the ground whenever your around

Fri, 18 Jun 2004 20:17:39 GMT

Story of the year concert last monday was cool i guess? they are good in concert pretty damn good i think anyways. This last in summer school was pretty cool the last 2 days then i got out 2 hours early which was cool but it was kinda dull. I hung out and then i went to Physical Fitness with Coach James coach james is the fucking best he has my brother on the tennis team!! and today i got to eat his chicken cuz he fucking loves me cuz of Jacob and i love him too!! The day goes by really fast which is cool i have been running like theres no tomorrow i wanna go out for Cross Country because im cool... seriously I will leave you with the love of my life always<33

We hold hands because we love eachother

the posters on kelsey wall is fucking hxc

haha shes a creep

shes never ready!

thats kinda creepy

kaylas falling asleep

gangstar like nothing

colored version

that was about 10 seconds before i fell asleep

i love dancing for kayla

such an odd child!!

I was looking at my adorable andrew!

plain out fatass!

And then time will take us away

Sat, 12 Jun 2004 18:15:15 GMT

1. Who are you really?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

...im a trendy kid

pictures fade away

Mon, 07 Jun 2004 20:09:58 GMT

Summer school is actually kinda fun all i do is sit in a room copy off nick and micheal then go see my friends every hour for 15-30 minutes. Well yea I would rather be in bed at 6 am but hey whatever im seriously excited for highschool even though ill be the loser freshman but at least i know some people that my brother hangs out with and im really glad jacob is going to be there cuz without him there i doubt i'd even go there. Kayla thinks im too cool to hang out with her now haha thats shit. She says i am going to ditch her and hang out with my brother and his friends but honestly i can't see that happening i really dont want to bother Jacob and his friends cuz i dont want to be the little freshman standing next to jacob and him having to explain to everyone that im his little sister and thats just going to bring me down like im not wanted there or something i dont know? Im just going on and on but the main point is im excited about high school its a big change but fuck im finally ready for one.

like teenage lovers between the sheets

Wed, 02 Jun 2004 23:39:36 GMT

Kayla is best friend for today and always<3
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Kayla is the only person i can sit and talk to for hours on end about anything and everything. She is the only person i can stay up all night and make breakfast for at 6 am. Shes the one i revolve my whole world around. She has been my everything for 4 years and will be my everything for the next 4 years ahead of us. Its been a tough road with us but we've matured and became better friends then expected. YShes my everything and that will never change no matter who tries to get in the way. I love you with my whole being. There are way to many moments with us Kaylabean! I only wanted to tell you i appreciate you putting up with me for this long and i never want you to leave my side. There is never a second im not thinking about what we will do or what your doing. You are my soulmate=bestfriend always. Your the hottest xcore gangster kid i know dollface. Im the coolest white little emo kid you know though so it all works out!! Dont ever change because if so then there will be no more Jordan. Without Kayla there is no Jordan remember that always. Always seems like a long time but with you it sounds amazing.

You're my everything always
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if you loved me youd tell me

Mon, 31 May 2004 23:42:58 GMT

Wow well this summer so far has been pretty awesome. I went to the beach all day saturday old town at night to look at the sexy mustangs that some day will be mine;-) But then caitlin spent the night we took pictures at her house of our sexy outfits lol we were like little kids playing dress up in our mommys clothes but it was still fun! Went to city walk last night got there around 630 and finally saw Mean Girls it was cute and left around 145 we got home and i was fucking out but now i leave you with this...

Playing dress up was a lot funner than i expected!

i love and hate that picture i look stuck up but i look wierd?

caitlin rockin tha all pink yo!

wow im gay

awww i look so innocent in that picture!

the gangsta im a biker chick look?

even though that sucked the life outta me it was cool

cracker

caitlin finally got her belly button pierced
now shes cool with the rest of the emo kids who have it done
coughcoughmecough

i had to run to it but im jordan and shes caitlin and were studs

you cant see that one too well but pictures in the mirror are cool
Citywalk the next night

in the middle of talking!

for some odd reason i really liked that shirt?

by far my FAVORITE picture of all time
the backround with the water or something i just love it

chilling on the thing that moves

bootys!

the city life

i thought id be cool and be the kid who goes on the wrong one

kaylas BOOTAY

i had so much fun in that wheelchair!!
Off to MargaritaVille

off to building my sandcastle empire!!

sadly it didnt work i could have cried!

so far ive have way to much fun to handle!

all these feelings ive shared

Thu, 27 May 2004 23:41:52 GMT

# 87
Another weekend at Kaylas being bored but still taking the pictures that i love fill that out for me to show me if you love me or not and leave me some sexy comments on my boring random pictures... Im out but i will leave you with this

School is over its now Kayla time!! yay!!

she pushed the camera away so she wouldnt be in it!

i totally fucking proposed to pookey and he said yes!!
next week is the wedding!! SCORE

he couldnt wait to dance with me though!

that one is for the kids

whose that ugly wierd child sitting on the bed?
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oh shit thats me

ewww there she is again!